realities of life

oh so sad..

2009-07-12T08:29:00.002-07:00

oh wells, i'm so sad these 2 days. Is it my hormones or there a problem btw us? I think there are some inevitable opinion clashes that cause us to be so upset with each other.. we care too much about each other that such unimportant details are bothering us like its something so serious..he's unhappy and i'm unhappy. this sucks. I understand why being in a relationship can be so tiring cause u constantly have to compromise with each other and firstly u need to understand each other really well so that you dont misunderstand each others intention. We expect too much out of this relationship or maybe its me. High expectations = high disappointment. Maybe i shouldnt expect so much at this point in time.. just enjoy each others company.. whatever comes just comes, take it or leave it. should i live with this kind of mindset? love-hate relationship.

2008-12-14T03:09:00.000-08:00

I conclude 100% that I'm seriously down on luck since 8 dec 2008. I broke up that day and i havent stopped thinking about it though i try, but couldnt help it if i'm free. i'm unlucky. After that, i suffered alot of ugly bruises from falls, people falling on me and grabbing me. I can't really sleep at night though i slept quite little everyday. I got a mild attack from a crow for the FIRST time cause i was eating. My hall caroling got sacked, we lost some deals and were demoralised. I dropped my ezlink card but some kind soul returned it to my doorstep. Our badge machine spoilt at make-a-wish party, some kids were really disappointed cause their badges couldn't be made. oh my.. i've never been so sway all of life and everything just happened together -.- Today's make a wish party was really fulfiling. The kids are so cute and so small and soso adorable. haas =)

2008-12-12T03:13:00.000-08:00

Good. I'm doing good. Seems that keeping myself busy works, but i'm so shag and i 'feel injured' cause my leg and waist have so many bruises. My sleeping hours are changed and shortened.
Really want to thank all those who encouraged and advised me during my lowest period in my life. Cuixia and Jiahui who took time out to accompany me and and tried their best to cheer me up, scolded me for being stupid.. Gelvin who's always there to advise me, to scold the person who hurt me, to wake me up from my nonsense and i know will be always there when i needed someone to talk.. Jason, whom i didnt know for too long helped me alot cause he's the only one who trust him and hence truly understand my feelings, someone who has no obligation to help, but willingly lend a helping hand and lending his listening ear, to listen to my nonsense.. Aveline who called me twice to show her concern and cheer me up. wee leong who ultimately trigger me to let go though i dont know why but it seems to wake me up that very night. Everyone who supported me and stood by me these few days.
It made me realise a lot of things and things which i never could see in the past. Its not easy but i'm happy that i know so many people are so concern and i'm feeling alot better now.. They are right, forget the matter, dont hate and move on. I dont hate, i feel abit sorry and empathy instead cause ultimately he has to live with doing something against his conscience, he's guilty and cause he's not a bad person, he'll not feel good either so .. i wish him all the best and i hope that he will grow and learn out of it and have better decision making skills from now onwards.. People say i'm stupid and he's definitely not worth all my tears and efforts but ultimately, there are no regrets in the relationship, i dont blame him and i'll still be his friend no matter what, just that i feel he is just too ashame to even face me again..so take things as it goes. I'M ALMOST THERE =)

Help me.

2008-12-09T22:32:00.001-08:00

Haix.. we met for one last time for a proper closure. It seems that he is telling the truth. He's so guilty about it, he knows he's a jerk and what can i do? I believe him, he's not that kind of person. Just that he's so bent on his decision and so there's no turning back already.. I feel better but at the same time, it makes it worse for me to forget the whole matter. This is so bad, is this the only way out? Its so unfair but i can do nothing. I know i can change things if i talk to his parents but he's so against it and as much as i wanted it, i decided not to. or maybe yet. This is so tough, what am i going to do? I'll never snap out of this. God, please help. I'll die from depression.. this is so not right, i need strength.

2008-11-28T18:24:00.000-08:00

OH JH u finally read my blog :) u look so intellecture with ur specs! and why my eyes like tt?!

oo HI! Finally went out with my beloved jh cui n flor ystd! So long never see them alr though we're in the same course which is soOOO -.-" went shopping and we havent shopped enough and we need to go back to tj to watch their choir concert. oh my i love my school, so nice, so cosy, so unlke uni which is so damn big. The canteen, the scope, the music room, the sports com, the audi, the stars, the track.. oh my.

Then i had to go east coast cause got tcc bbq, not really just that nas is going ns and he got drunk like halfway and fell asleep. We were like listening to him talking crap and i wonder why he still want to drink when he knew he was already drunk. and that gelvin who drank too fast and got drunk also although claiming that he is not. arh wells, nice to see them but errr OK. By the time i reached home it was like 2 alrd and my sis was still playing her DS like wth shes addicted and it better not affect her studies.

oh wells, got to go school next week alr and im scared of the practices seriously cause its a mental and physical torture and i dont know why i'm still there. I HOPE IT'LL BE OK.

2008-10-18T02:47:00.001-07:00

Hi, feeling abit restless today, so i shall blog and it wont be a depressing post. LOL. Uni life.. for some reason or another feels more shag than JC, perhaps not the academic parts but when everything adds up together, its hmm. So, time management is CRITICAL. So schoollife, lots of projects to be done, presentations, tutorials. Since i've always believe in being an all rounder, as in not just studying through my schlife, i've committed my time in quite a number of activites. ODAC is the best. FOOT Comm 09 totally rocks. Our LATA trip, meetings, organising ODAC BBQ, upcoming adjam and many trips to come really spice up my life in school. Welfare services club, mentoring pri school kids.. not as interesting but i've always believed in doing some voluntary work.. so yup. CAC impressio programmer subcomm, though havent done anything yet but i foresee its going to be interesting. Its a talent show like campus superstar opened to public, please join if interested. Show your talent! Those are school level CCA.

Hall 7 is really happening. People there really nice and on can. that's why even though i didnt go for hall camp still manage to kind of integrate into the culture. lucky~ Cheerleading! Fun but difficult. Really need those abs and must overcome my nerves when i'm up there. I tend to shake alot at the beginnig of practices, need to warm up =p practices always end at 2am which is so late.. but wells its okay..if i have no quiz next day! Blk rep.. most saigang warrior job. caused me to breakdown.. difficult and quite a sucky job if u have uncooperative residents yup. Prometheus our hall production! I'm marketing director, so kind of interesting since i'm studying business so i thought can learn some stuff! Anyway i want to try for cast also.. seems interesting. Lastly FOC, signed up for programmer but i wanted GL but results not out yet.. wonder when.. but its ok as long as i get to do something for FOC. well got to study.

2008-10-04T10:56:00.000-07:00

Its been really long since i've blogged, but once i blog sure it isnt a good thing. Today is my last day at TCC, really emo and damn sad. 8 months, not to say I was doing something i like and giving up all together now. Most importantly is i couldnt let go of the fact that i'm leaving the family, yes i call us a 'family'. Of all TCC boutiques in singapore, i can self procliam that T3D is the most united, most fun boutique to be with. Friendly bosses and nice colleagues who bring laughter and joy to your working life there.

Many things have happened, from the first day i started work, not knowing how to tie an arpon or even the proper way of wearing the uniform, to the last day when i cried like mad trying to fight the temptation of withdrewing my resignation letter. Its really hard coming to this desicion. Its time to let go though i really couldnt bear to. Commendations from customers for my service, tt's the best reward. Looking at eye candies though not a lot, but i met my bf there. unbelivable. Talking cork with my colleagues, gossiping about customers =x All the sinful cakes which we've eaten, the milk i'v steamed and the drinks i've learnt to make. People come and go, many sad times and happy times. Slam moments when we literally run around the boutique, shag but satisfied.

I will want to work with t3d if there is a chance but i still wont regret my decision cause its time to let go.. 4th Oct 2008. T3D sprit will always be there.

Alison. Jonathan. Ferdie. Bernard. Penny. Mark. Nisa. Masz. Siti. Nas. Joanna. Amy. Mabel. Gelvin. Ayu. Vivian. Gordon. Maisie. Serene. Fuad. Dian. HuiMin. Stacey. Huiqi.

2008-07-29T18:55:00.000-07:00

Im so so depressed. I dont want to go to school. Im in the wrong school. Lousy biz course, no hall, no friends. This sucks. I suck. Finally my ficklemindedness has brought me into deep trouble. The greatest mistake of my life. No looking back now. Hopefully things are not as bad as i thought or else, bye , i'll transfer to ntu next year though it means one year of wastage and 7k into the bin. wells. or i just drop out after one sem go and work for a year and go for next year's intake. anything. i feel like i'm suffering from depression. i think i'm mad. Everyone is in camp now, everyone got their halls, their classes, their timetable. me? nothing, shows how efficient the school is. the prof said he'll tell me my class soon. well where is it? why is the sch so inefficient pls. this sucks.

2008-07-25T09:44:00.000-07:00

oh wells. i'm scared. One more week to school, new environment, new faces, new culture, stress, exams..after 8 months of freedom. this is bad, i dont like it. I havent enjoyed enough, i havent tendered. Boss kept saying the same sentence, " kai xue liao zai kao lu." -.- I know i can't cope, I dont want to stress myself uneccessarily especially when im so paranoid when it comes to studies. I'm a muggerrrrrrr. idiot. After much thought I should have accepted the residence hall cause my house is really too far so i shall appeal to pgp on the appeal date and pray hard i get it. fickle idiot.

2008-06-30T07:58:00.001-07:00

omg.. i didnt get into KR.. so why am i in NUS? I've shot myself in the head. I came for the hall and i didnt get it.. tell me what is this. should have stayed in NTU get the better biz course and a direct honours and save 7k and a guaranteed hostel. ehs life is unfair. Grant me some justice please. haix. oh wells. I've quit my SIA job last week. My colleagues are so good.. I had some presents and we had a farewell lunch together.. wells i'll be back 4 years later. thanks ah supposed to be 3. idiot.
haix.. i'm flying to bangkok tmr. why god dont let me go in a peace of mind? WHY?! why expose us to hall life and take it away from us? Then might as well not have the camp at all. yaya just let all the foreigners stay..locals all travel to and fro everyday ya. from the east to the west. wells, they better give me the lpp or else i'm going to.. wells.

2008-05-19T03:30:00.000-07:00

Alot of things have been going through my mind these few weeks and i suddenly realise humans are really complicated. They act like this but think otherwise. Its a very sad thing to say that the team is falling apart and i daresay it'll be worse if a handover takes place. I used to think how strong and how united how bonded we were, but as time passes, it starts to show. Well, we can see, we can tell. Even i, myself played a role in aggravating the whole situation because i couldn't control my thoughts, but i know some share the same thoughts as me. A good leader does wonders, a good team must be led by a good leader. I dont doubt the management but i can't deny the flaws which somehow indirectly is breaking up the team.
Now that school is going to reopen real soon, i would soon stop working. These few months have really brought me invaluable experiences. Out of the 3 companies i've been in, the one which i've learnt most is this service job of mine. The lowest paid, the most tiring, the one which angered me most BUT the most fulfiling one, the one which taught me to be independent, equipped me with lifeskills and the one when i can really be my ownself when i work and best friendships forged. The one that really open my eyes to all sorts of people. extremely polite ones which i really wish to commend them, super rude and sarcastic ones which i would love to kick their asses. Weirdos who came alone and at weird times. Scary ones who asked for my number. Super mushy couples whom we liked to gossip about. Shuai ges who i can go gaga over. Happy family with 8 pax and can actually squeezed into a table for 4. LOL. and of course many many more. You all know how much i love my job and yup i'm also equally disappointed now what things really are and dont know what will happen in the future also.hmm.

2008-05-08T09:55:00.001-07:00

what the hell have i done and what am i going to do. Things have gone haywire and i'm really confused. i'm easily influenced and people's opinions can change my mindset. so am i going to be a bastard now or drag it further and escalate the situation. or like what they say, what matters most is how i feel, but i can tell you seriously i dont know. i can be a bastard and say im so sorry like what a said or shut my ears and not be superficial like what b said. but words said cant be taken back so the damage is done it has successfully stimulated my thoughts..
well, good news. I've survived 5 weeks of my long work schedule, so its 7 more weeks to go. i'm tired and i'm sick and i miss my friends, but i'll keep going. and i got my dream course so cheers=)

2008-04-12T04:29:00.000-07:00

Everyone is wondering how long i can stand my working schedule. Some say i can tahan, some say 3 weeks, one month? I'm tired i dont deny but i dont have the intention to quit both my jobs cause i like what i'm doing now. Its been a hectic week and i have 11 weeks to go. My SIA temp job is rather interesting cause you get to see all kinds of passengers around n maybe because i'm in service dept. Not that i get to see them but the voyage reports i'm doing show. My colleagues are really nice people and there's one aunty who brought me to the cabin crew control centre in t3 and showed me around cause she had to run an errand there. So, knowing that i have to work at TCC at 6, she gave me a lift and showed me around, really cool. A lot of ground staff are actually ex flying crew. The best thing is of course i walk to work cause my office is somewhere behind my house. My nights and weekends are spent in tcc, been doing bar last week and its good cause quite slack inside the bar~ and gotta go for alumni choir prac starting next sat and my jap lessons with my colleague starting next sun, so my schedule is packed like shit. guess my social life will be wrecked so hope everyone will understand. kam sa ham ni da.

2008-03-26T05:25:00.000-07:00

I got inspired today by random events. First, the power of unity. How unity can spur one another and stir emotions into humans. Its a really powerful force. Teamwork is something we experience everyday. In school, at our workplace, everywhere. lets keep it short, next point. Politics. Office politics, no matter where you go, its always there. Everyone has flaws, so no matter you think how perfect you are, there'll still be people gossiping about you, so beware and just accept this fact. This is something i've observed but i wont go into details. I just find it amusing. 'Road politics'. Drivers complain about other drivers, saying ' how could he stop in the middle.. cut through the lane.. overtake me.. whatever it is. oh well.. but anyway I received a call to start work next week but i asked instead to start next next week and i'm really regretting it. I just hope they'll call back or i'll call them tmr to say i can start next week regardless of what my boss says! I'm really keen on this job, okay its my second job, admin work though but in my dream company.. its another waiting game..

2008-03-18T10:08:00.000-07:00

oh my goodness, i hate doing bar. okay its my first official day in the bar and it got pretty messy and i think my blood pressure shot all the way up that i felt blood gushing towards my head. okay that was when i asserted all my force to scoop the freaking 'iced' cream, and it was 3 scoops please. I was really stressed especially when the orders came in all together and i had to remember the SOP exactly, this first that later, the amount, the glass type and all. Oh man, i was cursing inside the bar can. By 9 i couldn't take it and told my colleague to take over, i prefer to do service. Maybe its the unfamiliarity that's making things difficult. Its fun, yes, but its not when the orders come in together and when i haven't master the technique of steaming milk. That's the irritating part, i'm still depress over the fact that i cant produce good foam. I was hoping for frappes orders but today were lattes and cuppucinos. thank goodness i'm off tomorrow, need to replenish my energy. Lol, and i accidently threw away the shaker cap and ended up rummaging through the bin to retrieve it or boss will sure kill me. Well, things should get better..

2008-03-09T09:25:00.000-07:00

Finally i feel at ease after getting my results. I was so depressed the day before and the the day itself. didnt see my name being flashed, no 3 dists. I started to get worried, didnt dare to get my results, but it turned out okay, decent grades, no Cs at least, thank goodness. Glad that my As were subjects related to the courses i want to pursue, heck care about my sciences, i'm not touching them anymore. Right now i don't know where to go. I really like the environment in nus but nbs is a more realistic choice because its a 3 years direct honours. Just hope i can get in there with my grades because i personally feel that its a popular course. I'm happy at work today because.. ha its a secret. lols.

2008-03-04T20:26:00.000-08:00

Taiwan is indeed renowned for its food and shopping sprees. Lots of food and shoes especially. Clothes, not so because they're still selling winter wear. We went there on China Airlines and i love being on a plane, you should know why =p. To and fro i've watched quite a few movies, juno, alvin and chipmunks and lust caution which i didnt like it.

The weather there was great, about 18 degrees. On the second day, we had a guide who brought us around some of their historical landmarks which was as usual, boring. We went to jiu fen, which is up in the hills. The layout up there is like our bugis street. In fact all the night markets i've been to are like that. At night, went to shilin and gorged on all the food there. Third day, we roamed around. Sadly, there isnt much to see in the afternoon. Shopping centres are few and far in between, we didnt go to any. We did go to the 101 tower for a while but there's nothing affordable there and i'm not really impressed by the architecture also. So, we took the MRT to danshui, introduced by some passers by we met. Nice beach and sunset there and the same old stalls along the streets. I'm quite impressed by their "ez link" card. It actually looks like a mahjong chip which i think was kind of cool.

So, overall it was not a really nice trip i would say. It was soso, maybe because i had high expectations. To me, the place only consists of night markets, nice food, nice weather. Service there is a nono i would say. Vendors are not really friendly, people knocked into one another as if its a right to. I've been knocked into quite a few times. ''Excuse me'' is absent from their vocabulary as well and hotel greeters are like robots seriously. Their " huan ying guang lin'' is said with no smiles no expressions whatsoever. Their roads are pretty narrow as well. If they're willing to promote good service standards i believe tourists will have a more pleasant trip.

2008-02-22T18:39:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was quite an eventful day. Working has been fun these few days because of my funny managers and colleagues. Mabel came all the way to eat wedges and her Azuki coffee on her off day so I stayed and accompanied her. I think the wedges and the fried food i'd eaten cause me an extremely big pimple. So, i'm not going for the interview again! Anyway, I have gained some weight i believe, have been gorging all the so called expired cakes every two or three days. The cheesecake is the best. oishi des ne. I'm going to learn bar soon!
Yesterday was Kat's birthday as well, had a great time meeting up old friends and catching up with one another. Stayed around till about midnight though i actually told my clique i'll meet up with them at 11 plus. In the end i had to cab down to manda's house after they coerced me to join them. lol, joking, but i really wanted to meet them as well just that it cost me 3 hours of my pay. I think I half slept through the movie and we slept on the couch after that. Wonder when we'll meet up again, though i think its next friday. =s

2008-02-09T19:44:00.000-08:00

I'm seriously beginning to feel that my job isnt that great after all. Long hours and not to mention the meagre salary i'm getting. Maybe i won't complain if the pay is higher, but my feet and wrists are aching from the 10 hours of standing and heavy trays I have to carry to and fro. New year was really bad, customers kept streaming in and no break in between, damn shag. Maybe my friends and my cousins were right, study so much and be a waitress? Its a no brainer job.. right, its manual labour. What keeps me going is meeting all the different customers and the joy of serving, but I seriously think my body can't take it and the erratic working hours are wrecking my social life i tell you. Anyway its just some waitressing experience that i want to gain. I'm going to find an office job after 3 months. I just miss those schooling days.. and i need a short break now. hai.

2008-02-06T11:00:00.000-08:00

Its CNY, but there isnt any festive mood around.. I think this is the worse new year ever. At least there would be some sort of celebrations in school but now, i'm only off from work like on first day of CNY?! Its okay, not that i mind anyway..
Reunion dinner was good with lots of food and a bit of gambling and wine.. Its good to see all my cousins and relatives.. Then, went to Chinatown with flor, jh and cx. Damn crowded can, at the junctions especially. People are just pushing one another but i must say it made me quite high, as in all the excitement and stuff la.. though i got a bit irritated at times and started to shout randomly lol. The best part was of course fireworks. I love fireworks can. Thank goodness we were at the right place at the right time to catch the fireworks . im so tired now..its like 3.20am zZz.

2008-02-01T06:33:00.000-08:00

Nothing beats better than working. Stood for ten hours today but i'm really happy, at least there's this joy of serving people and satisfaction involved especially when someone commended on my service! Haha. Ate some cakes today or else they would be thrown, quite nice. I saw lots of people at the airport today as well.. so that added to my happiness. Feeling shag now but still good.. my manager made me a cup of latte, looked really nice with the layers of coffee and milk. Everyday i meet new people, new staff, at departure and arrival, learn new things, really fulfilling. At least its not like a desk bound job, which is rather boring and individualistic somehow. Though i agree the pay is not exactly appealing, its the experience that counts anyway. I hope they'd teach me some barista skills soon, i wanna make coffee!
My arms are still aching from yesterday waitressing job. That job is quite good money but its only occasionally when there're parties. Met some nice people as well, but got scolded by boss for some mistakes made. Its a good learning point though.

2008-01-30T07:22:00.000-08:00

Another slacked day. I cant stand it, i seriously need another 9 to 5 job. Like what steph and yanning said, we're more used to a workoholic life than a free and easy one. I went to pluck my eyebrows again today. I couldnt agree more, its one of the most torturous minutes of my life though its not the first time already. The physical pain, oh my i wouldnt want to imagine, think my skin is quite thin, haha! Oh, Anh and I went to pray for our A levels at Bugis. Unfortunately, we got bad lots, which was rather depressing for both of us, but I chose not to fully believe it cause i dont believe all the hard work i've put in doesnt yield satisfactory results. Argh, i can only pray hard and hope i can at least can into the course i want..

Anyway, went to watch 27 dresses. It was my type of movie, yup, so i'm very satisfied with the show. Ah well, it has always been my dream to get married, to wear a wedding gown and to walk down the aisle with my... so xing fu.. wake up la yuanjing, you're not even attached. Hai~

2008-01-29T00:36:00.000-08:00

i'm so bored can. Quit my telemarketing job after two days, my script sounded totally like a scam so i couldn't take it myself let alone the clients whom i was calling. However i'm enjoying my waitressing job, its fun, though there are certain service procedures to follow and the menu which i must somehow familiarise with. I stood for 9 hours on sunday, worked till 12 midnight but of course our cab fare is reimbursed by the airport, feel a sense of satisfaction lol!

2008-01-20T00:52:00.000-08:00

After 5 hours of hard work my pineapple tarts are out! Okay i'm proud of them =D I even added dark chocolates and raisins into some of them to improve its taste. Food is interesting.. gotta master more recipes when i'm free =p

2008-01-19T08:11:00.000-08:00

I was kind of fired yesterday, not for something i did ( I take pride in my work kks), but because they found a permanent receptionist, so they terminated my service telling me its my last day. Well, was rather shocked they actually did this, felt like a commodity, being installed when needed, chucked away when no longer needed. i'm going miss my colleagues, they're all really nice people! Yesterday the atmosphere was rather depressing.. hmm..
Very coincidently i was offered another job, got through tcc interview, starting work next week. I was rather amazed how all these opportunites came in so timely, guess i was lucky. Yanning says blessing in disguise. Well, waitressing is what i've always wanted, at a cafe somemore. Somehow got influenced by Coffee prince, such a drama freak. cant believe it. korpi ma syour yo?
I went back to school to visit and meet up fellow Choir peeps, miss singing with everyone. They sounded so nice, even flor was praising them lols. I dont think i can sing like them anymore, even my muscles around my diaphragm are gone. It used to be hard, i was quite proud of it haha!
Oh, i've finally joined Make-a-wish foundation after delaying for so many months. Its good to engage in something meaningful to enrich my life. After stepping down from Leo club, havent been doing much voluntary work. Hope to grant wishes and brighten up the children's day really soon! and of course hoping to work together with angelina, that'll be even cooler. hah!
I'm going to make pineapple tarts tomorrow, though my mum kept pouring cold water saying i'll mess up her kitchen and they'll turn out ugly.. kuku.. but i believe i can do it!
fighting fighting fighting!

bored, bored.

2008-01-08T07:20:00.000-08:00

Read about many negative things that's happening around the world right now. Terrorism is on the rise, jihad or the holy war. The ever soaring oil prices that have recently hit US$100 which might lead to a cost push inflation.. Food, transport, health care costs are rising which is definitely a cause of concern for everyone. With the sub-prime mortgage causing property woes in US coupled with other factors, they're talking about a very probable recession in US now. Obviously most will be affected since US is a superpower, the difference lies in the extent of it. Singapore.. experiencing a downward growth currently at abt 6% growth rate last quarter, but with the F1 formula coming up and our IRs, more consumption should drive demand to ensure a comfortable growth rate.. With the Beijing Olympics coming up, a recession shouldnt be imminent. I feel like a reporter ha! You can see how slack my job is, so much so that i have time to read all sorts of papers and get myself updated with the recent news, which is gd.

ok, enough. I need another job. Life is currently meaningless, without any aim. In the past i'm too preoccupied with my studies, now, i have too much free time to spare. So, i think a lot, daydream a lot, sometimes unrealistic stuff that are too good to be true. watched too many unrealistic dramas which change my perception of reality. this is bad for my emotional well being . yup agree. I'm on too much caffaine nowadays, too much teh o and kopi o. My muscles are gone, sometimes i think all our 'hiong' pe lessons and choir PT in TJ were good after all. I miss school but obviously not the mugging part. lunch is always gd, looking out for our eyecandies are best part, choir is gd despite all the very xiong practices 3 times a week till 8 plus. The stars are really nice at night at our sch.. Argh. I rather be busy than free. am i emo-ing.. well but i feel good today.. i feel like i've smiled genuinely to all my colleagues today, yesterday was a bit fake maybe. pms i think. i feel.. bored.

New year, new beginning.

2008-01-01T00:52:00.000-08:00

Went to countdown at Esplanade last year.lols. I went for purely for the fireworks and i'm glad I did. It was brilliant as usual, makes me happy and high, was shouting throughout with the girls. The going home part was bad, squashed by many and was really stuffy. Its 2008, Happy New Year.

Now, the next walk-in advertisement is out. 27th Jan. Should I still go for it? Its the ego thing i think. I definitely have decided I want to continue studying but I just want to see how far i can go this time. It would be a waste of time, a blow when i can't proceed to the next round. So what am i considering? Anyway hope that 2008 will be good, i have a feeling it will be.. cause i think 8 is auspicious, hah! =p

2007-12-29T19:32:00.000-08:00

The year is coming to an end. This had been a tough year having A levels and all but its also one of the more happening years in my life. Being involved in some voluntary work with MDAS and IRAS, met many new people, many concerts and competitions, many tests and exams, a new job, drinking alcohol.
I realise that school is a very much protected place, you make mistakes, no worries, just pick it up from there and learn. In the real world you make mistakes, you bear the consequences, you learn as well but the mental stress is there. I kind of understand how people in office work now.. its kind of funny.. By 12 most of them would be in the lobby gathering for lunch and by 6 most start to evacuate.. they're really on the dot. There are a few tea breaks here and there and they sit for 8 hours.
I'm so bored on weekends.. trying to look for weekend jobs so if anyone has anything please intro the job to me thanks! Thinking of going for driving lessons, already registered for basic theory but under private its like in March which is so long, might be converting to school, its much faster and it complements with my timetable since i'm working part time after jan 10..
Now, my new year resolutions:

1. I want to get into Business.
2. I want to take up Japanese and Korean.
3. I must be more decisive.
4. I must not allow my emotions to manipulate me. eh heh.gd one.

2007-12-19T07:25:00.000-08:00

Life has become more of a routine lately, going to work, watch tv, come online.. Now, being in a frontline job is definitely not easy.. especially when the cust service hotline is down and customers start calling up to complain, really had a hard time pacifying them. Now i'm looking forward to all the weekends and PH.. but well, the people there are generally nice so its not so bad afterall.

I was lucky to be able to attend the Employee Appreciation Night at Swisshotel, had a feast and the program was okay.. It was a good experience to be able to attend a company's function i guess..

2007-12-13T07:21:00.000-08:00

I've started working and this job is really stressful. Being a receptionist is really not easy, though the job scope is what i used to want. I guess i'm not ready to handle a tough one as my first job. Since yesterday morning i was alone handling all the calls and walk-ins, not easy and i can only pray tthat i meet no nasty customers. There are difficult ones but yup i'm still learning. It feels kind of good, greeting the employees when they come in and keep smiling like no one's business, all the 'thank yous' and 'sorrys'.. its the experience i want and maybe a step towards SQ hopefully. Anyway people there are nice and so coincidently my sec sch classmate is working there as well in marketing dept. The security guards are really nice and funny people.. really crap a lot but they keep a lookout for me when i'm alone.. very nice of them.. well, i hope there'll be peace man..

The walk.

2007-12-01T08:01:00.000-08:00

Okay, i definitely must blog today. Finally I went for the SIA walk-in today. I reached there at about 9.45, and was in group 39. It was a long wait to the first round, about 4 hours. Very surprisingly, I managed to pass the first round. It was a group of ten interview and we had to stand up one by one to self intro and to say why we want to be a stewardess. i was really nervous i didn't even know what i was talking, but i did get some words out quite clearly. I guess they're looking for cheerful disposition and willing to work hard attitude. 5/10 of us got through, was really really happy to get through in my first attempt.

Then, was qualifications check which was strict, one girl was told to go cause she didn't have enough credits, very sad. Then waited for about half an hour for round 2. They took our height and weight and we were told to change into kebaya in five minutes. This round was disastrous. I was really blur and we had to choose a kebaya which we think fits by a very rough gauge. There wasn't any changing room just a board behind which all the girls changed. We were told to bun our hair as well. Then we were told to walk towards the interviewer. This is where i died. i can't believe i failed the walk. Is it my posture or the way i walk? I asked the girl behind me, she thought i was okay. I think i wasn't conscious of my walk and i didn't smile enough and look confident enough. After that she just said, you may change out of your kebaya. That was really a hit. I was shocked and i just said thank you and left. Oh man.. 8/10 passed, one of the easiest round and yet i didn't manage. I wasn't even allowed to go for the skin check. I felt really lousy that i managed to pass the first round which eliminated hundreds of applicants and i can't even pass the walk?! I'm going to practise hard and try again, i don't believe i can't walk properly! At least i won't mind as much if i fail the skin check.. but the walk.. HAIZ.

Today's passing rate was high.. it was a good chance to pass the interviews but i didn't make it. Some of the days the rate can be really low..There are about 800+ applicants today.. hope i would be lucky the next time. Though i really want my degree as well, it just didn't feel good to be eliminated. i guess being nervous really killed me, but its really beyond my control, i guess i'll do better next time!

Its truly a great experience. They replayed a cabin crew video like how many hundred times and it ended with Have you got what it takes to be a cabin crew? Sure its not easy, but i guess passion and determination can bring you a long way. its a lot of hard work behind the scenes and the girls i met there were helpful and friendly. I'm glad they're nice people. Ganbatte ne. I can do it someday =)

going an extra mile leaves a smile~

2007-11-28T01:30:00.000-08:00

I seriously think this is the best neoprint I've taken haha. Oh well, i'm kind of -argh- today. I was supposed to collect my testimonial and student portfolio today but there are errors. I couldn't accept the credit for something i've not done and at the same time i might need these certificates for my interview this sat. I requested the GO and my CT to amend it asap but they don't seem to bother too much about it. I don't understand why people wouldn't go an extra mile to help another and thats why i want to work in the service industry. i truly understand how customers would feel and I definitely wouldn't want my customers to go through what I'm going through now. bad service.

Can singapore ever achieve a world class status in the form of service standards with the unpleasant attitude of service providers today? i can't stress enough the importance of providing a good service. They can really make or break one's day. To make someone happy or to make someone irritated, its your choice.

2007-11-23T18:42:00.000-08:00

Went to chill at Clarke Quay with part of my clique..

Christmas lightings are up at Orchard.

I really want to fly..

I'm finally done with my A levels. It seems not too long ago when I stepped into the General Office of TJ for an interview with the VP and HOD two years ago, and zoom, two years have passed. Life in TJ was more of an exposure and new experiences.
Windsurfing and sailing were some of the sports I never thought I would be able to engage in, but thanks to the sports carnival we had, i got a chance to.
Of course there's OBS, which everyone thought was a 5 day residential course. We had a shock when it turned out to be a mobile course. The journey was tough i don't deny, carrying that 10kg ( i think) backpack hiking for 8 hours under the hot sun and kayaking for 6 hours under the rain! Its really dramatic, we had to eat our lunch under the coconut trees, all drenched and cold. At the end of the day its the satisfaction yielded and the friendships forged that makes it all worthwhile.
The best is still the skiing trip to Korea. Its really fun and not difficult to pick up. The homestay was great but the language barrier is still a problem.
There are memories of Choir too, though not all are good ones. Its stressful to sing in TJ choir especially when i'm not as musically inclined as many others and when you have a really strict conductor. There are good memories too, singing in the Esplanade Concert Hall was an honor, caroling sessions during Christmas season, concerts and choreo, SYF. Most importantly the choir clique, everyone there, they were really great! Very encouraging and helpful and fun too, haha.
My clique which is most of the girls in our class. Nice and true people, who can go crazy and serious at appropriate times.
These things make up most of my memories in JC life. Not too bad except for the academic part, which I really don't like. I'm glad it has all ended. A new chapter of my life is about to begin. What is it, i'm not sure as well. Will I be able to get into the course I want? Or would I be so lucky that I would be to fly? Or something else? We'll see.

2007-10-21T00:53:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 6 am and was in dilemma for two hours. To go or not to go? I didn't in the end and I regretted seriously. I had prepared all my documents, filled up my application, got ready the clothes and shoes and yet I don't have the courage to go! How sickening... I swear i'm not going to miss the next one and I'm going to be there early. No more regrets.

Xueying, Cheryl and Cuixia celebrated my birthday for me at Changi Airport, had a feast at Fish and Co and was so touched by their efforts and the present they made for me. As usual, we caught up with one another and it was really good to gather together especially in the midst of this stressful period. I'm really impressed by the service in the airport, so i've decided i'm going to work there after exams! Haha.

I want to fly..

2007-10-18T09:00:00.000-07:00

Clique~ angelina KhOO, Crystal, Steph, PZ, Lin, desi, anh, YN, manda~ and some missing members heh.

School has officially ended! My clique celebrated my birthday after GP today, so touched. The black book with all their messages is the best, almost cried reading them on the bus on my way home.. All the time spent together, their well wishes, our eye candies. I must say I have a really great clique haha =)

Some mediacorp artises came to our school on our farewell day. I was 'chasing' them all over the school trying to get their autographed postcards and a photo with them, managed to get it haha!

2007-09-22T03:38:00.000-07:00

Finally Prelims are over! These 4 weeks had been rather unbearable but its going to be worse for the next ten weeks! I shall keep a positive mindset, everything will be over soon. I have so many things to do after A levels, continue my Korean lessons, take up Japanese, French and go be a waitress. Can't wait to be up in the skies, serving others and bringing smiles onto each of their faces :) Today I walked to STC just to take a look, it only took me 15 minutes to walk from my house, but couldn't really get close cause the security there was rather tight. I was afraid the guard might mistaken me for some suspicious character so i only took a quick look and went off.
I started watching this Japanese drama serial yesterday about cabin crew, seeing them undergo the tests and realising their own dreams stirred up my emotions. I want it so much I was seeing myself in their shoes. The teamwork and how they evacuated the passengers when the plane landed on water during their emergency test..
~I want to fly.

2007-08-27T07:18:00.000-07:00

Okay, I'm here to keep my blog alive. Its the start of the prelims' study break and what am I doing here? Well, even machines need to rest but i might well admit that I'm slacking. Steph and I are so going to miss looking out for dotz . We had so much fun looking forward to all our lunchbreaks and loitering around our favourite hangout- the stage. hahas..
JTS was last saturday. The juniors really put in a lot of effort, the cards and gifts they prepared and the feast itself was really good. Florencia was wishing sunday was saturday while we were studying at the airport, haha. What was more surprising was henry was there too, quite shock to see him there. I think he's still the same as before.
well, got to study. i need strength to perservere. i can do it. lol.

2007-08-11T07:15:00.000-07:00

ok i'm here to update.. i've been quite restless during this short break, think i'm in a holiday mood which i don't deserve considering how far back my revision schedule is. I wish school can reopen soon, keeps me motivated at least. Something disgusting happened today. I ate a piece of cake probably 'eaten' by a lizard found in the box by my cousin about one hour after i've eaten it. yucks i hate lizards! We went hysterical over that lizard, my cousin was screaming like mad and it was our brave ah mah who caught it! hahs.

Limelight~

2007-07-24T09:10:00.000-07:00

Today is my last concert as a tjchoir member and probably in my life too. It feels good to be singing in the Esplanade concert hall, its a rare chance i agree especially since we're invited by the management.. might not get a chance to step on the stage again. I really enjoyed myself tonight, i guess its the same for all especially the year twos.. We have officially step down now, though its a bit late, I don't think we will regret singing for the concert. Though the response wasn't very good, the 377 tickets sold is already considered good relative to 22 tickets sold just one week before the concert. We were quite worried at first but its ok. We will sing even if only one audience turns up. Not exactly feeling emo today, a tinge of sadness maybe yes but its also time to focus 100% on studies, so its a mixed feeling. Anyway, i've really learnt a lot from our cool conductor.. and coping with the hectic practices and juggling school work at the same time is really not easy so i feel a little satisfaction after surviving through this one and a half years. Life's going to be a little different from tomorrow onwards but i'm going to brace myself up for the exams that are coming my way. =s

2007-07-02T07:57:00.000-07:00

Came upon this link and did it for fun.

Haha, anyway yesterday we went to celebrate Cheryl's birthday at Kathryn's workplace - Via Veneto, an Italian restaurant. The food there is quite nice and knowing we are Kathryn's friends, the manager gave us a complimentary ice cream each and a 15% discount. The waiters there are very customer-orientated and they provide very good services. This is one of the few restaurants which provides good customer service compared to the rest which I've dined in so far. It was the first time i've been to Clarke Quay as well, got to see the night-life there though it was not as happening as i thought. Had an enjoyable night catching up with Cheryl, XY, CX.
Today, went to k box with my class's girls. This time it was more like shouting rather then singing. My throat felt wierd after a while haha. Wasn't in the mood to sing, couldn't really project my voice. Well, anyway still had a great time with the girls.
Four days of ''holidays'' are GONE just like that. Tomorrow is the start of another vicious cycle, back to reality of studying and studying and still studying. Basically, my whole life revolves around studying. That is so sad. Well, its just a few more months.. to the start of my new life.. can't wait.

2007-06-29T09:45:00.000-07:00

Its FINALLY the end of JCTs. One month of torture is barely tolerable so I can't imagine how its going to be like for the upcoming prelims and A levels. -_- Its time to relax a bit and let loose before going back to reality when school officially starts again. As usual and expected, screwed up all the papers especially Maths which i think i can barely secure ten marks and for the rest, less than 50 maybe? Thats how pessimistic I am although i seriously hope this premonition of mine WILL not come true. humph. I am so dead. How am I suppose to get into uni with this kind of grades? I will continue to work hard but if i can't make it i shall follow my passion and FLY~
Today we went K box to celebrate JiaHui's birthday and went shopping after that. It was fun, yup. Its a long weekend for us, 4 days. I think its a well deserved break after one month of toiling. I'm so sick of studying especially something which is of no relevance to my future and I can't wait to go to uni and to pursue my dreams. This shows how critical it is to make wise decisions, one wrong step and you suffer. Well, thats life :)

WICKED.

2007-05-20T06:01:00.000-07:00

Choir concert was last friday and it was awesome.. although the first half was well.. not up to expectations? not sure.. but the choreo was good! Not sure about the actions but all of us really enjoyed ourselves and that is enough for us.. Then yesterday we performed for College Day. We sang a bit while waiting and Jiahui and I got a bit emo and starting tearing.. I was reminiscing through the times in choir for the past one and a half years.. thousands of hours spent practising, the various performances and caroling sessions together. Hmm so I was wondering what it will be like without Choir ..It would take time to adjust i guess, but its not so bad we still have a concert on July and Esplanade and HOPEFULLY the principal will approve our year end trip to Prague please. I will extremely devastated if we got rejected AGAIN. lol.. i really want to go overseas k. =D

2007-05-13T06:09:00.000-07:00

The jap students came on friday and they were great! at least for my group. I think they are one of the older ones so some were really enthu and friendly. thats all i'm going to say =)

2007-05-08T05:09:00.000-07:00

SYF is finally over, after spending thousands of hours training for ten mintues on stage. Ok we got a gold, not too bad though could have been better. Anyway all of us enjoy ourselves and its the process that counts not the results. Now i'm looking forward to our concert cause the choreo is so fun! Anybody who wants to come please approach me for the tickets which are priced at ten dollars. Pls come and support as we spend a lot of time on it..
Been thinking and planning for my future quite a bit these few months.. I can't wait to get out of school to travel the world. I'm thinking whether to go for it next year or after I've graduated from university.. I know its difficult to get pass the rounds of interviews but i really aspire to be one.. i feel very happy whenever i'm in the airport cause i get to see them. lol. can you guess what i aspire to be? loLx.

2007-04-14T05:01:00.000-07:00

Hi, life is kind of 'eventful' right now. So many things have happenned and are going to happen. I got fourth in the high jump competition.. i was a bit disappointed cause it was neither here nor there.. i almost got third but i didn't thats the sad part..if i had put in a little more concentration and effort.. hmm never mind.. ok next PW results.. ok i got a B.. I was a bit disappointed as well.. but considering that only 6% of the cohort got an A.. it was not so bad.. i'm just thinking that internal grading can be quite unfair.. since different schools have different grading systems its very subjective..since mj can get 52% As how come our school only got 6%? And why sajc students got an average of Cs and Ds? I attended my last e-filing volunteering work today.. had an enjoyable time with the volunteers and the employees in the CC.. even saw our MP today.. there was some meeting on the lift-upgrading project going on.. going to start another cip at MDAS next week.. I'm also starting Korean lessons next week.. so exciting.. Jap students are coming to our school! i've signed up to host them.. can't wait.. its going to be fun. Choir practices have increased to 4 times a week plus an additional practice with Mod.. its like 5 times a week now.. We've finished choreo for Wicked :) can't wait for the concert its going to be fun.. In the meantime i was wondering how i'm going to cope.. i guess time management is critical in this point of time.. just hope there won't be too many tests coming up :)

2007-04-05T06:14:00.000-07:00

oh my. Today i finally removed my braces yeah! Is that good or bad? i feel a bit wierd. ok, BUT the process was so painful.. first, pulling out of the metal bracket 'superglued' to each tooth then the washing part which was the worse. i don't know why the tool is so sharp and it penetrated through my gums so many times that i bled quite a lot. ok maybe not a lot, but i spat out bloody water when told to wash my mouth and i even saw a few blood clots.. I'm waiting for my retainer now~ we received our a level dates yesterday. 22nd nov is the day. the day i've been waiting for since? Can't wait to go out and work and enter uni life..that would be so interesting, i guess. shan't comment on my mct results , the worse results of my life, but it'll be the last time i hope =X

2007-03-29T04:36:00.000-07:00

my cool buddy~

I attended an immersion program at Madrasah Wat Tanjong for the past two days. So since i'm required to write a reflection i might as well do it here and print it out heh.

It was a really enriching experience as I've learnt quite a lot from this program. Firstly i was quite amused by the prayers because its so long and theres a tune to it. We got to witness their afternoon prayer and i can see their sincerity and devotion while they prayed. We also learnt that they are no different from us as they study almost the same subjects as us such as GP, Mathematics and various Sciences. However those who do religious studies plan to go the universities in Middle East in the future. I feel that their school environment is not as stressful as ours and their lessons are more discussion-based.

I was attached to Hafidzah, who was really a good host as she taught me some of the islamic traditions and some basic arabic language. Moreover, she made me feel at home in a foreign environment and followed me whereever i go. I really want to thank her for her great hospitality.

The cons of this program are that I had to miss two days of lessons which can really be quite bad because term 2 is really quite a hectic period with teachers rushing to finish the syllabus and all the PDPs competitions are round teh corner. So maybe this program could be held after the exams where things are going at a much slower pace. Secondly i feel that the school should not prepare the lessons intentionally during the program but just let us sit in during the lectures or tutorials so that we get a true gauge of how their lessons are run in actual fact. I was expecting to learn some basic arabic language from the teachers there but the arabic lesson turned up to be not a language lesson but more of teaching us values of Muslims.

Anyway it is still a fruitful experience to be amongst students of different culture and religion. I hope the school will organise more of such activities to increase exposure of students and hopefully overseas exchange programs would be taken into considerations as well.

2007-03-24T05:48:00.000-07:00

hihi, went to help out at simei CC for the e-filing just now.. its taking up quite a lot of my time since its 4 hours every session, and because there are always not enough volunteers i'm 'forced' to go more frequently.. ok lol joking i agreed since its voluntary work. I did a few of them today, quite stressed up cause i'm afraid of making mistakes but luckily there are other volunteers there to guide me. The performance last wednesday with MDAS was good.. there's another one on 12th may but not confirmed. Lots of test coming up, having my last bio SPA next week yes! This morning we had choir exchange with HCJC NJC and SAJC, can't deny that ms tham is getting stricter.. and scarier so everytime i have to 'put on' a very serious face during choir to show that i'm serious cause i wouldn't want to offend her. I'm going to start Maths tuition tomorrow..its kind of sudden and last minute cause my maths is not so good and i know its important if i want to go into business. Sandra said he/she i don't know is an ex HOD hopefully i can get an A then Lols. yup stop here for today.

2007-03-11T01:12:00.000-08:00

Its been so long since my last entry, lazy to update. I've been in this HanaKimi craze for quite a while since i've started watching the show, crazy over wu zun and the show itself. Never understimate the power of an er idol? I was wondering how fans go gaga over their their idols and now i finally know why. I can't believe i'm doing this! ok.. Its March Holidays, yay! I went to NUS NTU open house yesterday..went to check out the courses so that i have an aim in mind to motivate me ya. More or less decided to go to NBS and study tourism and hospitality but realise that they will accept 5o this year.. even getting into the business course itself is hard cause they only accept 500.. Hmm.. Kind of look forward to uni life..so interesting. Now i must finish my A levels first get good grades and go into the course i want.
I've been going down to MDAS for CIP every thursday, its actually singing with disabled and performing with them next next week, organised by SMU people. Its quite fun though.
As for Choir, we are still preparing for concert and syf. I hope things don't get too hectic cause then i'll wonder how i'll cope.
Oh ya i got Urticaria for the first time in my life on Thursday. I was itching all over and the whole body was filled with red patches. I was totally freaked out so my mum brought me to the doctor that night and took an MC cause i don't want to go to school and scare people. lol. it was really disgusting. Thank goodness it was gone the next morning..hee =D

2007-02-10T08:37:00.000-08:00

Haven't been blogging for quite some time. Really busy nowadays with all the tests and SPAs coming up..Today i did vectors tutorial 37 for 5 hours unbelivable. thank goodness Chinese New Year is coming. I need a kit kat. lol okay. Year 2 is really very different from year 1, i can feel it. With such a timetable(no early days unlike last year) coupled with choir practices, i feel that time is passing real quickly. Its Febuary now and very soon it will be march and thats 1/4 of the year gone. Can life be any worse? i'm not pessimistic just a comment. yup I'm still alive and surviving though not so well, haven't pass a single test since the year started, but i'm still trying.

Orientation 007!

2007-01-07T06:11:00.000-08:00

Orientation is over! Though Blazon did not win but its oK cause OG 9 rocks! Everyone was so enthusiastic and they can auto pilot. Good job man og9. During the amazing race we were asking whether they want to rest and go for lunch or continue playing and they chose to move on to gain more points. I was kind of surprised..i think they were great.. All of us decided to 'reward' them for being so enthu so we bought them ice-cream lols. The suntec mass dance was really fun cause it started raining, but when it gets heavier we have to stop so it was a little too short i think..hmm..but it was fun =) The preparations for the OG performance were good, they took the initiative to plan out the scripts and practiced the songs..though we did not win but who cares as long as they did their best and enjoyed themselves. I think its good enough. I'm really proud of all of them.. So we developed our group photos and spent about 3 hours writing personalised messages for everyone of them while they were having o night to thank them for their efforts and enthusiasm. Then we went for supper and parted.. I'll never forget them and OG 9 ROCKS!

2007-01-02T04:43:00.000-08:00

aGgh, school's reopening tomorrow. Two months gone. just like that. NO. Anyway Happy 2007. Choir had a feast at Hotel Phoneix this afternoon using our 'earnings' from concerts and carollings, if not the money is going to school anyway. Ate quite a lot to make our money worth since its a buffet, singaporeans. lOl.. 2006 had been a rather good year for me and i had the best holiday ever. Visited Hongkong and Korea, went back to Malaysia (almost didn't make it back cause of the floods. ok exaggerating, but there were lots of delays, not a very enjoyable trip), went to OBS, had a class gathering recently where surprisingly 22 people turned up. Quite an eventful year relative to the others. SO, i hope 2007 would be as good if not better. Cheers! I'm mentally prepared for whatever is coming. This may be the toughest year of my life, but i'll never give uP, so must YOU!

2006-12-22T10:13:00.000-08:00

I miss Korea! I miss the skiing, the snow, the people. I shall continue from my last post, on the 3rd day it was skiing as usual, we were still on the beginner slope that day but all of us were having fun. It was supposedly cultural exchange that night but the korean youths were having exams, so we went to Ocean World, some kind of indoor water theme park. Ohh.. it was really an "eye-opener" there, shan't elaborate here lols. oh it snowed a bit. That was the only day it snowed. 4th day it was skiing for the whole day AND night, we get to try the steeper slope and man it was thrilling. The speed and all that. We have to do the "big S" and "big A" to control our speed. I really miss those days. On the 5th day morning, we skiied for the last time and time really flies. We proceeded to meet our homestay family. Khim Rong was my partner. Our family are nice people but we had a really hard time communicating because they can't understand english and we can't speak korean, so it ws just sign language and smiling at each other yea kind of awkward but really nice experience. The whole trip is really fun and memorable and i will definitely go back to Korea if i can=D

2006-12-11T05:19:00.000-08:00

hi i'm in korea now, surfing at some shop in the resort and it costs about 5 dollars per hour, quite expensive, but just wanted to send a mail back to my sister, yups. Maybe i should write about my 2 days here.

On 9 dec we flew to bangkok for a transit and waited at thailand airport for 2hours. it was really boring. Then we boarded the plane at about 2plus and reached korea at 9am. We went to visit the World Cup Stadium in korea. It was interesting. The food is not so bad, theres beef almost every meal. Then we travelled 2 and a half hours to the ski resort. The resort is smaller then expected considering for 6 people but not too bad, theres a living room and two rooms. We slept on the floor and theres this hard pillow, but i'm ok with it. Thats the korean style i guess.

On the second day we met up with the rest of the group at 11.30 then went for skiing lesson. We only get to learn the basics without going up the slope, kind of disappointed. Its more difficult then i thought, need a lot of strength. Maybe it wll be better if we ski on the slope. It starts to turn dark at about 5 plus so we ended lesson at five. Hopefully there will be more fun for the rest of the days. angelina khoo who is beside me now wants me to say she is cool. yea. going off now.

2006-11-30T08:01:00.000-08:00

Boring day today, spent 5 hours finishing my storybook. It was ok but the ending kind of sudden, expected something dramatic to happen..oh well. We were supposed to go for caroling at marina mandarin yesterday but it was suddenly cancelled, so dissapointed. Life is so boring now.. i wish something interesting will happen.. like what? i don't know.. flying to korea next week.. hopefully i can learn and experience something new.

2006-11-21T05:30:00.000-08:00

Armstrong watch- yuanjing.heidi.grace.feifan.syida.shida.khalis.zhirong.jiahao.
rahman.syafiq.basil.nabil.natha.naim.indra.dan.
a group photo after our hike up a 'hill' lol.
wow look at how strong we are! carrying jerry cans of water.. ok its empty lol but our bags are heavy ok i'm sure its at least 10kg. heh.
enjoying the food..
looks nice right?

feifan me and grace in our belaying gear..
snapshot of quarry. we washed ourselves in one of those on the second day.very cool.
boring day.. can't wait for concert day, at least that is the next big thing for me.. i shall upload more obs photos.. i miss armstrong! i miss outdoors.

tough but fulfilling

2006-11-17T04:09:00.000-08:00

Hi people i'm back from OBS! It simply rocks and i'm already missing ARMSTRONG!
DAY 1
Firstly I was being 'posted' to Armstrong and nobody whom i know well was with me so i was kind of worried at first. I just hoped that i get good groupmates bacause they do play an important role in making the whole camp an enjoyable one. The first day was almost unbearable cause i did not come prepared. I came thinking it was a residential camp at least that's what mr lim said, but when we reach there then we realise its actually mobile. Thats five days outdoor oh no! Right then i feel turning back and head home. Our group of sixteen came from NJC, TPJC and TJC. Let me introduce my wonderful groupmates first. We have grace, feifan, heidi, syida, shida, kahlis, basil, zhirong, jia hao, rahman, syafiq, nabil, natah, indra and naim and not to forget our great instructor daniel. It was supposed to be candy but she was sick, so at first we thought daniel was candy and candy was daniel. Confused? haha. We just pack our bags, pitch our tents and basic stuff, bit of belaying nothing much. Daniel was disappointed in us cause we were always late and still bathing when it was time for lights off, so we all agreed that tomorrow will be better cause its a new day.
DAY 2
We did a high element in pairs, the log thing don't know what its called. It was difficult cause we have to step on and pull our partners up. Its challenging but we did it. Next is the kayaking capsize drill. It was fun la but i lost my hairband. The second time i lost it in a capsize drill. argh nevermind. So we kayaked for a short while to our next campsite. No bathing so we started on our cooking. Maggi mee, i didn't know it was so nice. better than our hard rice the previous day. Soon it was total darkness so we can't do anything. I was looking across the sea which was pasir ris thats what they said and i thought why am i stranded on this island when i could have been watching tv comfortably at home right now.
DAY 3
We woke up at 6 and prepared for our sea expedition. I partnered zhirong from nj, quite a nice guy. This sea expeideition was one of the memorable highlights. We kayaked for six hours before reaching our next site, thank god for the not so choppy sea and great sea exp leasders. It started to rain very heavily till we can't really see anything cause the rain was beating down on our eyes. I just remembered moving my paddle and just don't stop paddling. Soon we reach the beach where we we to stay under the trees to eat our pathetic lunch and all of us are shivering like mad because of the rain. Thank goodness it stopped after lunch. So we continued our journey and reached the next campsite. We get to 'bathe' in the quary, not totally clean but cloest to clean yup. we played monkey and started dunking people..very fun all of us had a great time. Great experience.
DAY 4
The worst day ever. The hiking was damn tiring because of the extremely heavy backpacks we had to carry. It was like 10+ kg. i thought i was going to die but i keep telling myself not to stop and just continue walking.We sang along the way which really boosted our morale. Candy joined us for the hike cause daniel went for physio. We hiked for about seven hours..The sun was really strong so i'm kind of burnt now. There was a bit of rain but doesn't really matter yup. We were so happy to finally reach our next campsite which is camp 2. We were the earliest group to reach cheers to armstrong! So we slack for one hour before starting to pitch our tents. Next memorable activity was nightwalk. SOLO walk. very fun though it was a short one.. the best part was when daniel told us to go down a black hole and crawl all the way to the end. all of us were stunned. its pitch balck inside and we have to feel and crawl at the same time, kind of scary but great experince. We feasted for the last dinner and started our talk cork session. daniel joined us and told us some stories. interesting.
DAY 5
Last day..kind of sad to leave, It felt funny going back to urban lifestyle.. We went for jetty jump and saw something amazing. fishes jumping out of the water, damn cool. really a nice experince the jump..not as scary as i thought. After that we shared our views and head back for singapore. I went for choir after i came home and bathe cause i feel so guilty missing so many practices. i'm so tired now..and my legs and arms are full of mosquitoes and sandflies bites. jiahao got 101 bites can you believe it? evil mosquitoes. Its really a great journey and i've learnt pretty much. Though i complain a lot i never regretted going for this camp. armstrong simply rocks and the friendships made simply makes all the mosquitoes bite worthwhile. thats how cool it is. OBS is great, ppl you should go for it if you have a chance =D no regrets and fun guranteed.

2006-11-12T06:59:00.000-08:00

Job done! PW's over!

looks like i've neglected my blog, lazy to blog nowadays. Finally PW is over, felt so relieve.. It was a long journey but not as tough because of my wondeful teammates..though there were hard times but we went through it together..those memorable days. setting off for obs in less than ten hours i shall blog more about my trip when i return BYE!

2006-10-22T09:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! lol.. Today ah jing jie jie and I celebrated our birthday together.. had an enjoyable time and received lots of angbaos! I want to thank everyone for wishing me and of course my beloved cousins, relatives and family who came and celebrate our birthday together..and jiu mu for making such a big cake for us! thanks loads ppl! =D

2006-10-19T07:00:00.000-07:00

Hi, i've been so busy with PW nowadays..editing the written report and preparing for our oral presentation, not to mention about I&R which is due in two weeks time. Oh man..a few more weeks before putting an end to PW.Perservere groupmates. Allright, promos results are out and it was bad. The only subject that i'm satisfied is Econs. I just cannot do Science, well never mind. Though there were a few marks improvement here and there but the papers were easier than JCT, so that means there's NO improvement. We went for taekwondo yesterday, learnt a few kicks though i still haven't master them and my body is aching all over today. We couldn't spar cause we are white belts so towards the end of our session, we could only sit down and watch our five year old 'seniors' spar. Holidays are coming and i'm scared, cause there seems to be a lot of things going on..manage your time, yea manage your time.

2006-10-14T03:00:00.000-07:00

Hi! After promos i've been practically watching goong the whole day once i come home, i'm addicted to it, gosh.
On wednesday taekwondo was cancelled, and we didn't know! So we stupidly changed into our gi and rushed down to the hall. What did we see? A group of Malay guys playing soccer. We were stunned, thinking whether is it cancelled or venue has been changed to somewhere else. We thought for a while and decided that it must be cancelled. We changed back and went down to confirm it. We were so angry with the instructor who claimed to have informed someone! argh.
Yesterday was Open House and the response was bad, probably too many open house on the same day. hmm..one of my friends said we were like performing for the 7th month, haha. The choir teachers ask us whether we are interested in going to Estonia for chroal competition which cost 3k..no money.. plus there is SYF and concert next year,can we cope. i seriously don't think so, but i really want to go. difficult, difficult.
Today was the PE elective day, so we went sailing, which is much to my disappointment, not as fun as i thought, ok compared to kayaking. It was difficult to control the sail, we have to pull this pull that, keep changing our positions whenever we want to change direction, so troublesome. Jon was teaching me but i seriously can't get the commands into my head, tag? point? and the tying of knots, whatever. maybe i wasn't attentive. Plus i'm having my ah hem*, anyway my boat capsized though i got wet before that, yup. The time is too short, about half an hour at the sea only? The good thing is at least i learnt something today, cause its my first time, but I don't think i'll sail again. I want to try water skiing, anybody?? It was not much of a physical activity so i don't feel satisfied at all. So, we went biking at east coast for 2 hours, very tiring but i'm happy to lose that few calories and a bit of tanning, heh heh.

I'm Back.

2006-10-10T10:35:00.000-07:00

SPARKLES, yea we ROCK.
ME anh and yanning
Steph ME and yanning
Desiree and Huiqi with the CAKE
Been two months since my last post! Now that promos are over, i'm free again. I'm so looking forward to the holidays cause i'm going to korea! Its a skiing camp organised by YMCA and we get to interact with koreans + homestay, which means i'm going to learn korean. can't wait. Now i regretted signing up for OBS, felt a bit stupid, going to suffer for five days for nothing? ok might have some satisfaction in the end but what if that thing comes and i have to jump into the sea, can't imagine. Its not the end yet, still have Chinese and PW to go, in three weeks time, isn't it fast? Promos are not as hard as JCT, except for Maths which is really difficult. I thought the first page was ok..then when i tried the second page, it was like almost all the questions also don't know how to do. What is this man? Nevermind i think the results will be moderated so that i can at least pass right??hopefully.
So we went to watch SCOOP in the evening and celebrate desiree's birthday at the Esplanade.

2006-07-22T08:48:00.000-07:00

Cheng luAn n mE
tJchOIr
JIng ling, Felicia, Lay wang, mE
Gilian, Valarie, Joanne, mE
Jean, Sandra, Me, Serene
I've been so busy nowadays..choral festival just ended and now we are preparing for National Day concert outside esplanade. My results are bad.. BDDDES..Bio got S oh man..promos would be better ya.. Choral fest was fun, got to know lots of people from other schools and there is this US choir, Piedmont Choir..it was a good experience. PW is killing me just finished data analysis took me about 4 hours altogther to do the youths and adults one and tomorrow must start on my written report argh when would this end?

France?

2006-07-02T04:27:00.000-07:00

Seriously i can't believe that France won Brazil in the quarter final, i always thought Brazil would win the world cup!never mind, this would make the World Cup more interesting since it's more difficult to predict the winner..so exciting can't wait to watch..
Yesterday, we went to the SYF Opening Ceremony. Not as nice as i thought it would be..so boring and we were under the sun for hours. Anyway that will be my first and last time..Then we went to eat dinner at Paya Lebar before going to Cheryl's house to celebrate her birthday! We started to play pool and all of us started to laugh like mad, at each other's stupid mistakes haha so funny...very interesting..then we started to take photos and talked a bit..Then we realised how late it was and quickly went home, but we still missed the last train!! Lucky there's still bus so we took a bus home..came home and watched soccer..England lost so sad..no beckham and rooney and jinxed penalty shoot out, of course its difficult to win..then i went to sleep. In the morning my father told me France won. i was shocked.

29-06 2006

2006-06-29T08:57:00.000-07:00

Today is the last day of JCTS!! felt so happy after the teacher said stop writing, couldn't stop smiling..CHEERS! Finally,the long awaited moment has arrived..think i had suffered from depression for the past few weeks..ya i'm exaggerating but it was really torturous, think i've developed a phobia for exams. Thinking back, the whole exam was not as bad as i think. I thought i would die doing it but at least i'm still alive.
Today is our class's birthday! 29/06. We went to celebrate after our Econs, went to eat and watch Superman. I am supposed to watch it with my cousins next week! So guilty, how am i going to face them? Haha..Then we roamed around Plaza Singapura and went back at around 8.
Today is also the opening of Superman so we decided to watch it.29 June.
Today is Cheryl's birthday! Couldn't celebrate with her, hope to celebrate on sat before going to SYF Opening if time permits :x

1. Do the following WITHOUT complains. ( you think i care?)
2. Choose 5 persons to do this after you complete yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.
I HAVE BEEN TAGGED BY CheryL HOlez.
Favourites
Favourite Colour: Pink, Blue, Black, White.
Favourite Food: Pastamania.addicted to the pastas there.
Favourite Song: The Tide is High by atomic kittens
Favourite Movie: Mission Impossible 3. Tom Criuse simply rocks.
Favourite Sport: Swimming, Badminton, Ice skating, blading, cycling.
Favourite Day of the Week: It varies.
Favourite Season: Sunny, i love the sun so can sun tan=
Favourite Ice Cream: I don't really like ice cream
Current Mood: Quite happy now that JCT is over.
Current Taste: don't understand.
Current Clothes: Pyjamas
Current Desktop: Seaside
Current Toenail Colour: transparent can..
Curent Time: 12.28am
Current Surroundings: Study table, bed, keyboard, cupboard..
Current Annoyances: Where are we watching soccer tomorrow? go argentina!
Current Thoughts: Er.. nothing?
Best Friends: nope
First Crush: idiot must i tell you? =P
First Movie: qian bu gou yong
First Lie: how can i remember?
First Music: not sure?
Last Cigarette: there won't be any.
Last Drink: honey red tea
Last Car Ride: last thursday to CCAB
Last Crush: stupid such sensitive issue.
Last Movie: superman!
Last Phone Call: to the dentist to postpone appointment
Last CD played: err fish leong?
Have you everHave you ever dated one of your best friend: dated?
Have you ever broken the law: think so.
Have you ever been arrested: No.
Have you ever skinny-dipped: in singapore? how?
Have you ever been on TV: No
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: No obviously not.
5 things you are wearing: Clothes earings nothing else that i can think of
4 things you done today: econs test, eat, shop, watch superman.
3 things you can hear right now: jason mraz geek in the pink, air con keyboard
1thing you do when you are bored: Stone
PI tag...NOBODY=) dun wan can or not.

one week!!

2006-06-24T10:41:00.000-07:00

hey!! One more day to Chemistry paper..shit..should have gone to sleep by now, have to wake up early tomorrow to study chem..shouldn't be blogging but i just feel like it..so looking forward to next weekend..no need to study anymore!! There is choral fest after JCT..so interesting..can know more friends..went for the first practise at CCAB on thursday..met people from tpjc, njc, ajc..but the whole group of rjc students didn't come..must be studying..haha..have this sudden urge of becoming a police in the future..interesting..must have been influenced by the 9 o clock show..and storybooks i've read on FBI..hmm..see how..kkz late liao shall go and sleep..and i've been tagged by HOLEZZ..shall do that thing after JCT =))

HongkOng

2006-06-14T07:52:00.000-07:00

Sleeping Beauty's castle =)

Sis mE liSI
Group Photo

HIGH rise buildings.
Yoohoo just came back from hongkong on Sunday..ok..not very fun cause it rained a lot especially the day we went to disneyland. Argh what a waste but it was kind of interesting in there..the musicals and stuff..The fireworks were fantastic and the setting was very 'meng huan', what do you call that? fantasy? whatever. The people there are really into J-pop, even their school uniforms look cool, much cooler then ours. We went shopping, sight seeing..I realise hongkong is very small almost the same size as Singapore..and a very large population i guess cause lots of high rise buildings and i really mean high. looks very crammed the place..even the shops along the street..So, slightly more that one week to JCT..oh man..hmm..went for choir in the morning then studied in school with zhuang shu..Class gathering on friday..wonder how will it be like..haha..

depressed.dying.

2006-05-27T09:19:00.000-07:00

i feel so depressed, feel like dying..makes me wonder if i'd made the wrong choice..maybe i should stay in mj or go to poly and study a course that i like instead of coming to tj where everyone is so smart and failing all the tests i've taken.. what is this shit man. and june common test is just four weeks away and i'm totally prepared to fail. one and a half years more to end my jc life. i'm so looking forward to it. studying is so shit and it makes my life sux. i don't know what i'm studying and i don't know what's the purpose of it and what good will it do to my future. so studying sux.

yeah!

2006-05-19T07:53:00.000-07:00

cuixia, grace(our buddy) and mE
me, celine our choreographer and cuixia
our concert day` yanyee cuixia me melissa jiahui
Cousins- xiangsheng xiongzheng, me, sis, liping, ah jing jiejie, lisi and xiangjian
Finally i had withdraw from titans using karen's MC, though i was really pissed off by ben lau when he asked me to go and BUY a fake MC to withdraw. what great moral values he has. I have this strong urge to call up the moe to complain. Titans is hell, its rubbish, now my shoulder has a big bruise on it because of the 90kg log which we have to carry it on the shoulder and run for 80 m. Anyway one more week to holidays, but this means 4 more weeks to JCT, but i'm so sick of school already.Its just tests tests and tests and a matter of keeping awake during lectures and tutorials.

tjCHOIR Concert

2006-05-07T07:31:00.000-07:00

TJCHOIR concert : 13th May at ACS BARKER $10 per ticket..come and support! Very nice one.. last week we had our first titans training..oh man..it was so sucks. so damn sucks. so tough i cannot stand it. i think i'm going to die but they don't allow us to withdraw. well, i'm going to suffer. Argh. SPAs are coming..nooo..i hate SPA.. i hate exams..i hate tests..choir concert is coming yay!! so excited ..but our gown is so damn ugly and uncomfortable and it cost 90 bucks..haising one is so much nicer and only cost 34 after being subsidised.. i shall post a photo of them so that you can see the difference. next time. lazy to do it today. today i received jas's testimonial..so touched cause she's the first since i deleted my previous account..now my friendster account is so pathetic..people help me write testimonials..hehe.

WITHDRAW

2006-04-26T07:22:00.000-07:00

i wanted to join house comm so much cause i so like alpha..but i withdraw today..how ironic..haiz..do i regret it? a bit but i don't want to have so many pdps and end up failing my exams and not be committed and its better to concentrate on just one. did i make a mistake? did i? Haix..really sad but i don't like the campaigning part and i really have no idea how to campaign so i think i just withdraw..it was so sudden i don't even know i'm doing the right thing or not.. hope that i will have no regrets..anyway there's no turning back now..but i really want to do something for alpha. arghs. nevermind..anyway i signed up for titans=) must start to train.. i'm so fickle. i hate this pls don't let me regret.house comm house comm. fate. not fated to join.

mArdi gRas

2006-04-14T08:40:00.000-07:00

Jean and Me
Me and JiaHui
TJC Sports Complex
Me, YanYee, KaiyIn, JiAhui, JeaN
yAnyee JiahUi mE
Yesterday was Mardi Gras. finally. I was in mardi gras mood for the whole week couldn't concentrate much during lessons, but it didn't turn out to be really really fun. well, kind of disappointed, but is was okay. I signed up for usher but didn't do anything, feel so guilty. haix. After mardi gras next thing to look forward to is speech day which is next friday! yeah, haising..i love haising. but, sad thing is next friday is al,so tj sports day, that means i'll have to miss it. shit. alpha, i want to see alpha win.. next week is house comm nomination week already..should i? should i? haix difficult. tomorrow have to wake up early to do PW. argh.irritating..pw is so irritating so sickening , but i heard the j2s got 99.3% distinctions for PW. can you believe it? so cool. i hope our batch acheives that too=)

so so busy.

2006-04-03T08:05:00.000-07:00

long time since i last blog eh..no time, so busy..a lot of tests coming up, so scary. Choir practices also killing me. argh..but..school is still kind of fun..Mardi gras is coming..so happy..at least something to look forward to ya. I went back to visit Haising choir one of the thursdays and well a lot of new faces, haha. No teachers there only miss ong..so ke lian. haix. well..school work..damn tough..think i'm lagging..everything the teacher says i don't really understand, well i'll do some reflection. Our class is going Supreme Court this friday! skip choir yay. haha..maybe part of it don't know. J2s are in san fransico..so cool..hope they perform well for the competition.. hmm..Project Work is very irritating..the PI think until my brain going to burst. fan ah. SuperSTAR!! finished. so sad, got no nice shows to watch le.. all of them sing so well i like all of them..zhiyang sings damn well..especially the last song omg..very vey gan ren..arhhhh so nice.

hell begins..

2006-03-19T06:43:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow school reopens..no more holidays, no more first three months, no more slacking. The real JC life starts..I've been dreading this day..i feel so scared, so unprepared, so confused. I look at my cousin, she's so stress..another tell me you'll have no life..my senior tell me be consistent,start now or prepare to fail. sounds scary eh? Now the only thing i look forward to is Mardi Gras and Choir Concert and of course praying that i get into tourism club. JC life really that sucks? ah jing jie jie says JC life was the best, liping say damn stress, xiongzheng say happening, lisi says she don;t like to study so she joined two ccas. interesting, so what's my take? First three months and they've taught so much, i'm really scared that i can't cope. bless me, i shall think positive.

wow

2006-03-16T09:50:00.000-08:00

Today only about 15 people came for the 'class gathering'..and most of them are boys. That's amazing..didn't know they are so on..but sadly those who are supposedly on didn't come..they said they would but in the end didn't..argh..never mind..We went for lunch then the boys went to play pool while the rest of us walked around and accompany isabel for lunch..Then we watched movie yours mine and ours..so nice..very touching..Then we went to cheryl's house..roderick ordered 8 pizzas, 8!! how can we finish la..its 134+ dollars lor..but well the boys had a big appetite but not the girls..and we talked until 12+..there was me cheryl xueying isabel chun kit benjamin henry ziqian roderick kamen left..we haven't seen one another for so long, so we have quite a lot of things to talk about..it was fun..seriously we never sit together and talk like that when we were in secondary school..amazing how we can talk for hours today..so i reached home at 1am..and later haha yea..i have choir..interesting..anyway we shall have another outing in june,its fun catching up with one another,4e1 woot.

so pissed

2006-03-15T08:12:00.000-08:00

4e1 rocks
holidays= no holidays .. monday choir until 5 then went to watch date movie together..so so lame..went for maths lecture on tue and wed then went library to study with jia hui..and kana suan by SOME people for being muggers, oh what the heck, 'i can't believe choir people are so mugger'. right you're clever we're stupid we need to mug fine. so pissed. Tomorrow is rest day, organised a mini simple class outing..just go out for lunch together and watch movie..and on monday we met some bitches so unlucky..we were walking in TM after movie then this girl say 'can walk faster not' in chinese then squeeze through us then along the way they kept on staring at us..stare and stare like want to fight like that..what the hell man..then danny quarrelled with ms lau..so scary la they were shouting at each other, what a scene. hmm..so excited..so long never see 4e1 people liao..4e1 rocks! i miss haising choir also haix i shall go back someday,yea someday.

sian

2006-03-11T07:42:00.000-08:00

oh man zenith was second, lost to ixodus but never mind..O night was really quite boring and haiz so disappointing..so the best part of the whole orientation was dragon boating i guess..the first orientation was much better..so holiday is here..there's choir on monday and friday..seriously i think i'm going quit..firstly i can't read notes much less sight sing and i can't choreograph a dance for and i don't know how to design a poster..i want to join guitar, i want to learn guitar! Who want to teach me?? hahax.. I also want to join tourism club cause i think i want to go into tourism sector next time..so interesting..argh irritating, see how. I'm going for maths make up lectures next week cause i think my maths sux. Today i wrote a compo, practising gp, nola cause i'm so bored.. wanted to read bio notes but don't know where is my file..at night went to eat pasta mania with my family then watched a movie with my sis..which was not really nice, well what a day.

zenith rocks

2006-03-09T03:46:00.000-08:00

This is our orientation week, shouted a lot..so fun. Monday we played dry games and mass dance, tuesday was wet games..quite fun getting wet. Wednesday was dragon boating and we jumped into the sea, so shiok. but i very scared la got current..i keep swimming but can't seem to reach the boat..haha, but the whole thing was quite fun..Today is the most boring day, lots of talk..we are now second and ZENITH GONNA WIN TOMORROW! O night should be damn fun..go senith go. We got very high after the whole thing keep cheering and cheering..we have new cheers~ kind of vulgar though. we gonna sail our boat to uranus which sounds like -toot- haha know what it means? hmm..tomorrow got choir..argh does that mean i'm going to miss my og outing? our new CG list is out and we have new comers..woohoo but none from haising..argh why everytime like that one?! I'm so excited o night rocks! zenith gonna win zenith gonna win yeah!

first and last

2006-03-04T06:57:00.000-08:00

I ponned GP on thursday..i feel so bad. That was my first time and last i promised. I went to crash MJ that day..went to attend their Maths lecture..their pace was slower but good. I saw Rachel in MJ!! haha she went to crash also..On Friday the posting results were out, only three people in our class left but hopefully Li En can appeal back to tj..she's so nice..hmm..SiMin left us for VJ..kind of sad..but i think she's happy, most of her friends are there..gonna miss her..kes rongjun and michel coming to tj yay~ Hmm..i feel like quitting Choir..i feel like joining guitar or oac lehx..how?

gross

2006-03-01T07:21:00.000-08:00

Today we had a CG lunch together with Miss Kang at KFC..Then we had ogl meeting and i went off halfway and went to watch final destination with sandra and cuifen..that show was so damn gross and i feel like i'm going to die any second..paranoid. haha..cuifen say some of her friends hacked into moe system and they know their posting results already and i realised not a lot of people coming to tj..so sad. hmm..anyway next week 2nd orientation..gonna be a disappointment? please don't.hope not.

burnt

2006-02-26T06:09:00.000-08:00

hey i'm burnt! argh, yesterday got ogl camp and the weather was damn hot la..now my face become so pain..but i think the games better then the first orientation..so come for 2nd orientation! Yesterday reach home 8 plus..very late..So today i spent a lot of time sleeping, must replenish my energy and i'm still sick! hahax..tomorrow got choir until 8.30..everyday so late go home one..what is this..and hell zenith is given the upper gallery for 2nd Orientation. boo.

being sick is sickening

2006-02-23T06:02:00.000-08:00

I'm sick. There seems to be a flu epidemic in my class and cca, especially my section and unfortunately i got caught in it. I'm coughing like mad now, everytime i cough i feel my head bursting and my muscles are aching. This week is kind of busy, came home late almost everyday cause of lessons choir mass dance. i'm so tired, i want to sleep. I slept for 3 hours this afternoon. Thursday is the only day i can come home early, so happy haha. I'm lagging!! maths, econs, chem.. argh. one more week before orientation. i shall perservere -_- Tomorrow got choir until 7! can i not go? can i say i'm sick. no, sure don't allow one. haix..so sian, tomorrow is practise for madi gras, another slacking practice cause no year 2s..hehex..i shall have a positive mindset so i can recover faster, sat got ogl camp, i don't want to be sick..i want to play! don't feel like going school tomorrow, but can't. bless me.

Alpha Rocks!

2006-02-18T20:14:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the RoadRun and Alpha won again! Overall girls and boys champoinship,so unbelievable. I never thought alpha will win cause it came in last last year and people were not cheering while other houses were busy cheering..so happy..i was so high yesterday, shouted till i got sore throat..yanning and i were shouting like mad la..haha so funny, but sad thing was i didn't run..cause i was the time keeper lo..but quite fun cause you get to see who came in..hmm..wonder how i'm going to sing on monday, never mind. Next week got maths and chem test so have to mug during weekend -_- but later my cousins coming, cousins gathering, so interesting.. AL AL AL AL PHA~~ woohoo TJ Rocks Alpha Rocks

life in TJ

2006-02-17T04:50:00.000-08:00

I've been in TJ for seven weeks..TJ is so cool..though i hated it during my first week there cause i didn't really know many people..and i thought the people there are 'dao' but nope..it's not. Orientation was fun with mass dance at suntec and orientation night when we 'rocked' the hall..Yup and there was OAC..learnt a lot of things there like kayaking, outdoor cooking and we did our business on rocks because we were in some wulu place where there is no water and toilet. We didn't brush our teeth and bathe..now that was cool..great experience but it was physically and mentally tough. I can't stand the trainings and the scoldings so i quit=) So now i'm in choir slacking. not really, but compared to OAC i find it a lot easier, without the physical trainings. Choir is not that easy because almost everyone knows how to side read or at least have some music background while i don't, but i have a great bunch of seniors..they are so nice..which is why i am still in choir..
O levels..I got 8 points, that's good.haha self praise..but my science wasn't good la not even one A1 and my physics got a freaking B3, thank god i dropped it. My English got A1..this is real shocking didn't expect it at all. I was quite happy with my results la..
TJ is real happening, with Road Run which is tomorrow, i'm going to be the time keeper, haha, Angel Mortal game, my angel is bad, not even one letter,argh, but my mortal is very nice. We also have new year carnival, Madi gras and Choir has an upcoming concert in May, gonna be busy..and yes i passed the OGL interview..woohoo..
Now, lessons are boring except biology..Econs is not bad, some of my teachers are good some not really, too young. But still i really like TJ, thanks goodness i am able to stay..let's just hope life would be great in the next two years=)